Its been a little over a month since I last posted and to say that things have happened in the meantime is a severe understatement.
To put it short I feel like my family is crumbling down all around me like flies and there is little I can do about it. The only thing that will make a real difference is to try and keep the momentum up, increase it even. I need to help myself before I will be able to help them.
I also need to escape this place before it crumbles around me. I've found out that there is little to do to help from the inside. But if I were outside this mess on my own two feet I would be able to lend more of a helping hand, and it would provide some practical solution to the problems.
I won't say what the problems are but that they are huge and I am worried.
I need to get into medical school for next academic year. I need to save them and I need to save myself.
Progress so far is ok. It could be better, but then it could always be better.
I sat my gamsat. I have not got the results back but am planning on resitting in march. University applications are done. I have also sat my exams for my postgraduate diploma. I really hope I pass.
My solution to these issues is to work harder. My priorities from now till december are improving my memory and working on chemistry - as in getting it completely sorted.
Starting sometime next week I think I'll start laying out the groundwork for memorising my entire chemistry course. The week after is where I really aim to focus on memorising chemistry.
